"Honey," I interrupted. "You're making no sense. Just answer a single question then. Do you want to fuck him?" She frowned at my language.
"No!" she insisted.
"And especially not if it would hurt you. I love you baby... I wouldn't do that to you."
OMG, I thought. What did "Not if it would hurt you" mean? Didn't it just mean: 'yes, I want to fuck him, but I won't'?