"I thought more about our discussion of last night, and I decided that I'll do it- but I'm feeling kind of nervous about it.
No, not about fucking other men... that's going to be awesome.
I mean having you watch me. It just seems like it'll be kind of awkward.
How about if I just sleep around a lot these next couple of months? Maybe when I find a guy who I'm really comfortable with, I'll feel better about you watching."